 things are never lost
i know in all fairness i am only a 16 nearly 17 year old person, although age is not linked with wisdom?
i understand you have ahd a hell of a hard time and your not gonna feel good with it.Yet things are never lost when you consider people who have not been in the same situation as you, awake all their life and yet say how they have lost their life and such. it shows that these things happen all over and yet som manage to gather themselves back up. you say you have missed your adolesence...its fine it can always been causght up with...its about how you feel as a person...if you wanna have a laugh around and mess around then do it, dont think age matters. when you have missed things they can be delt with, more things are always waiing to happen.People think that an easy way out is suicide or just giving up and leading a boring and dim lit life when really it isnt.all it takes is a small amount of dedication and work and you can have whatever you wanted any way.i personally recently did my G.C.S.E exams and failed misrably ,because i talked in school and ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ around all the time thinking "whats the worst that could happen"? in messing around i saw the more in position kids get treats and have good times whilst i just sat and mesed around like a mindless idiot making noises like a baboon in pain. and when i got my results i thought all had failed , i had waisted the past 11 years of my life in school. but then i managed to squueze into collage. i decieded i would go for it and not lose myself to a small and simple life, now i am on a pre mature merit , 100% attendence and i am on the national student rep board for lancashire collages. all you need is a little motivation and all will come back to you...live for the present not for the past....good luck with all mate
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