[lily]

I have a very different sort of problem. It has to do with anime. There is this one particular show that I enjoy watching, but I find myself being consumed by it. Maybe it's because I dislike myself and my life. I keep thinking to myself why can't I be like that, why can't my life be like that. I know it is purely fictional, but for some reason I keep comparing my life to one that has been made up, one that can never happen. Anime I know is for entertainment purposes, but why does it make a normal person feel like crap about their own life... I'm not the most attractive looking girl, I can't accomplish my life goals by the age of 15 (I'm well beyond that), the list could go on forever, but I'll stop there. Is there something wrong with me? I know this probably sounds very silly, but it truley bothers me and I feel like I have absolutely no purpose on this earth.