Angela, I am not sure you understand what I am saying here, or i may just express myself wrong.
I mean, I am the one who messed up our relation. He is the one who is maltreated by me for a long while. I am not forcing him to love me. However, my love and my guilt to him, drives me to change to the girl he was crazy about before, and love him right-
Just to love him again like a totally new person.
If, i can really change, from the deep-rooted reason in our relation, and try to win his heart. Isn't it ok? Just like a stranger to win his heart. I really dunno whats wrong with this idea.
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