I know where you're coming from. I can honestly say a few months ago I was the same way. I have a lot of interests, but would lose my passion for them over time.
I've finally realized why though. I lost interest in them because they became harder to do and/or I couldn't do it.
I stopped playing soccer in high school because I felt the running was too hard and I lost interest in playing. I've had many other instances similar to this but the point is, you need to figure out why exactly you lose interest.
You're probably thinking, well duh...but let's dig deeper. Why do you shy away because it's difficult or you can't do it? Maybe beecause you don't feel you can't do. Case in point: lack of confidence.
It seems that what you may be going through right now; lack of confidence. You don't believe in yourself. You don't believe there's anything to live for..maybe, but you have to figure that on your own, I'm just giving you possible reasons to help out.
Maybe you should start by giving yourself a reason to live. A good one to start out with is, "the reason I live is to find passion in life." The does that work for you?
Eh, I'm just trying to break the ice for you and open your mind to explore different venues of thought on this one. In the end, you know yourself better than I do, but try to openly considers some of the reasons I have offered. At least explore them to find out to dispell them if that's the case, but you won't know until you give it a go.
Tell me what you think and keep updates!
Good luck!
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