Thanks very much for your reply first.
Yes. I got your point.
However, my point is, i am trying my best to improve myself. I really am, in every different ways, studying, working, and etc. I always think that i cannot get independence. Now I am working part timely in a Danish publishing company.
This is really sth. that may never happen when we are together. He always give me financial help, and stopped me from any jobs like cleanning in a Chinese restaurant, or picking up blueberry in Norway.
Anyways, I can make a living in Copenhagen now. I am making progress already.
I mean, i will really be a different person. I still want to love him. In this sens, are there any ways i can do to win him back? I would sacrifice to win this chance.
I regret so much now, not only what i did to him before. Also, when i calm down, i realized its not he said breaking up, but what i did to save up, like going to his working place, and the whole threatening thing pushes him further away.
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I dont know whether there are any chances or anything i can do to save up now.
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