Angela, I am feeling the strangest sensation.
I feel pain, fear, panic. Not the depressive, devastating kind. But it's this energy that's going through my body.
I feel a lot of confusion. I expected to feel relief and joy, now that I've "figured it out." Instead, I feel ambivalent and...weak? I don't know what to do next. Do I even do anything?
What if, your entire life, you believed in being a strong woman (i.e. more like a man in accomplishments, maybe even emotions)?
How do you let go of 28 years of habit? How do you rise above your past?
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