Lets see.... My view is that our true spirit selves have a knowledge from eternities. We chose to come to this earth knowing full well what was down here because we are meant to further our spiritual maturity. I believe we choose our parents and our looks and our life.... Anyways... I think that when we have "De ja vu" is when we catch a glimpse of memory from our true spirit self.
Even if you dont understand WHY you chose the life you did. "Sorrow is better than laughter" When you can understand why this is true in the right context is when you will cease to ask why you chose the things you did however painful they may be.
Damn I never make sense... Hope this helped someone.
Oh... I dont consider myself christian per se.... however you should really read "Embraced by the Light" by Betty J. Eadie
I never would have understood the concepts in the book had I not taken the drugs I had and lived my life... certain ways. its all based on timing. If its not time for you to read a book dont. its best to read it when you have the desire to.
Not making sense again.... lol ok thats it ciao.
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