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blueflame · 10-17-2007, 08:42 PM

I know no one has commented, and I really hope they do. Now, I have more to add. I have been suffering from jealously now, of his new gf and wonder if he was put up to this by his friend. I know his friend talked him up to doing it. I wonder what could have been if we were in the same place, but I think someone who does something that bad to me after a break up doesn't deserve me. He kept saying even if I moved there he didn't think he'd feel that way about me again, but he had the girl now and didn't say a word. I don't think I still love him, but maybe part of me does. I gave him such a deep part of me, and now it feels like he just threw me away like I was trash. I am trying to find other things to focus on, but just being able to get up in the morning is a fantastic achievement for me.

10-17-2007, 08:42 PM	#2 (permalink)
blueflame Member Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: east coast :P Posts: 74	continued I know no one has commented, and I really hope they do. Now, I have more to add. I have been suffering from jealously now, of his new gf and wonder if he was put up to this by his friend. I know his friend talked him up to doing it. I wonder what could have been if we were in the same place, but I think someone who does something that bad to me after a break up doesn't deserve me. He kept saying even if I moved there he didn't think he'd feel that way about me again, but he had the girl now and didn't say a word. I don't think I still love him, but maybe part of me does. I gave him such a deep part of me, and now it feels like he just threw me away like I was trash. I am trying to find other things to focus on, but just being able to get up in the morning is a fantastic achievement for me.