Yeah, sorry doc.
As I said, I made the same mistake twice. I'm in university and it has to do with the course, so you can probably guess what the mistake was.
I meant to say, that when I'm studying, trying to improve the rest of my grades, I keep telling myself that if I had managed to try and improve myself 2 years ago, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in now. Obviously it's completely my fault... But in some ways that makes it worst. It hurts a lot less when you can blame other people.