Welcome to the board.
I know exactly what you mean, almost word-for-word. For the past number of weeks I've been doing almost exactly the same thing and it's paid off in small ways, but not totally yet. I've been on a couple of dates with some very attractive, sensual and brilliant women but nothing's yet manifested in the area of something more serious. One potential relationship that I thought had some real possibilities started great but never really got off the ground, leaving me hurt and confused.
I don't have any hard-and-fast advice to give other than just to keep doing what you're doing. Yes, it's hard to trust "the universe" sometimes because you never know what's around the next corner. Thankfully, you never know what's around the next corner.
Just do your best to stay positive and focused. That's what I'm doing, anyway.
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