Yeah this stuff is everywhere, it permeates. Just recently my friend vehemently shouted "You can't make a living loving your job. EVERYONE hates their job, that's why it's called WORK!" I mean he was passionate about it.
We like to suffer. That's all it is. We don't think we deserve things, but if we suffer really hard for it, then perhaps we can live with ourselves and still have the thing we want. My entire life I felt guilty every time I was happy. The working extra hard thing makes sure that happiness is always in the future.
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