I think most males do go through that period of "Am I gay?" regardless of their sexual orientation. I had such a period, thinking "Do I really like men that way?" After asking myself deeply about it and really exploring the feeling for maybe a month, I came to the conclusion that I'm not gay, and that I just seem to admire good looking men, which is pretty normal but most men won't admit because they think it makes them gay.
I think what's happening to you is normal. Just be brave enough to admit to yourself that you have these feelings, and accept yourself no matter what happens, even if you're straight or bi or gay.
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