Max it happened because the other day, I went back to a forum I used to frequent. VERY negative vibe there, but at one point in my life, I needed that cyncism to help me get through some crap dealing with trust and everything. I think I've gotten past that, but I still feel like I should check in to that place, and what do I see? NEGATIVE. Except now, that doesn't comfort me anymore, I want to be happy. I can't do that when I keep focusing on how crappy life is and how you can't trust other people. And I was thinking of how people are so cynical and that they take it out on other people, online. At least that's my guess, but you're God so you actually know too.
I'm curious as to why you just made me type this long post.
Oh well, be nice to the party crashers, next time they may bring some beer because they had so much fun the first time around.