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Originally Posted by Joe826  This is exactly what I recently discovered about myself. Lately work has become tedious and hard for me. I threw up resistance to anything that could lead to more success. I use to think it's just because I no longer enjoyed the work, but when I was putting together my business I would pull 14 hour days doing essentially the same thing. It's because I worry if I get more successful, I'll stand out more and I'm afraid to be perceived as "more important" than other people.
I realized I'm actively fighting success. Isn't that a strange thought? Once I wrote that down and realized it was absolutely true I thought for a minute I was insane, and the next minute I was slightly scared at just how much I could achieve if those fears were gone.
Awareness is everything though, making this realization is where things start getting better in my experience. |
It is so strange indeed, and yet this is the main joy of venturing out in a business, it facilitates so much self discovery. It is really like waking-up.