Well another day.
I finished applying to the school, and I started another grad school application, but in a field I less interested in (Eco-friendliness, not that it is bad, but I want a broader education) A prof from First Program wrote me back, and I have trouble not sounding despondent, so I hope when I wrote him back, I didn't sound either crazy or depressed.
I have been applying to tons of jobs, and often getting rejection emails the same day. I need to expand my job search. I never heard back from a former internship I contacted.
I have been doing an ok job of controlling what I can. I've made it to the gym regularly, and eat a fair amount of salad. I think I'm still losing weight, and my back and hip really don't hurt much at all. I'm googling my invention ideas to kill the ones that are already done, and hopefully when I'm done there will be some wheat. I'm about to take some old books to a used book store to get rid of some of the clutter. I have far too much.
I'm going to a conference or whatever on entreprenuership on Friday. I will probably see Girl there, as she plans to attend.
I made a list of things that I want to do, and I will post it soon.
About a year ago, I stopped a drug I was abusing, and I felt so wonderful and optimistic, and capable of change. I changed alot. Like running daily, eating really well, quit smoking, working on ideas, trying to pick up girls. I had nothing going super-well, but I had optimism, and the willingness to try. I really want that back.
For today
Apply to 5 jobs
Get rid of books.
Start more boxes of books to get rid off
Keep organizing and cleaning
Shower
One PD exercise. Maybe a fears list
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