I didn't read how old you were. I guess 20's? Maybe you missed things in you childhood, but you have a whole lot of living to do. There are things that you will want to experience at all times of your life. You are still very young (if you are in your 20's, even 30's). You can turn your life around. But not by sitting around complaining about it, you need to take action. IT is good that you are dissatisified, that will propel you to do something.
First, go to a counselor.
Second, go out and exercise. Take care of your body. You will need it to take action. Jog. It will fill you with endorphins. Lift weights. More endorphins and it will make you proud of building muscle. Yoga. Still more endorphins. And if you do it at a studio, there are plenty of friendly women. But you can do it alone at home if you want. But you got to exercise.
Make up a plan. Where are you now? Where do you want to be? How are you gonna get there? Now its time to be a bit tough. If you really want it, you have to be willing to pay the price and do what it takes. Otherwise, you will just settle for less. You have to build yourself up and get really tough. Try a book by James Loehr. (Or even try a Tony Robbins book-- sounds like it might be good for you).
And if its a problem with social anxiety and meeting women, take a look at the TV show the Pickup Artist. They show a group of nerds how to overcome their fears and talk to women. And they show them how to talk to women- a method, not just walking up and stumbling around.
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