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Old 10-03-2007, 10:47 AM   #20 (permalink)
ProjectX
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What specific childhood experiences are you thinking of? (If that's not too much information.)
I have a lot, but I'll type it in later since its kinda late. Its not a matter of what happened, its what didn't happen that bothers me the most. I feel like I missed out on a crucial part of life and that I'm just behind everyone else.

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So what if your aunt gave you money for community college? I'm sure that she would rather see you do whatever it is you want to do rather than just rot in a stagnant college while being supported by her. You have no life, it is time for you to rise up and become whatever it is you want to become. Rise from the ashes and be reborn. Or sit in the swamp and choke on your own rotting life. Either way, it's what you wanted.
I don't like going to this community college, but I can't really drop out. Even though I have a feeling I'm going fail this semester and i need to finish it if I want to goto university. I was thinking of redoing a highschool course for adults like me so afterwards I can get into university and try out in medicine to be become a doctor.

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Can you get hold of Bach Flower Remedies where you are? They work more slowly than EFT, but they do support the process.

Take care.
Can I get this supplement in GNC?

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Hi X..... how much schooling have you had, single? , kids?, what kind of work do you do?, what are your hobbies? have a girl friend and are you getting alone with her?, no girlfriend? why?, tell me about your parents.

What kind of friends do you have? have a car? what kind of city do you live in? when was the last time that you had a medical check up?

Break all of the above and answer them on a piece of paper and mark your plus and your minus, try to find out what the problem is.

Tell you a secret, I only found happiness at the age of 30, before that I was like you.
Finished high school but never did well. I got crappy grades and no ambition thus why I'm in Community College.
I'm single, no kids. No girlfriends cause my social skills ain't that great. When I was a teenager I was ostracized quite a bit and then also living with my parents gave me anxiety attacks. As a result my self-esteem and self-worth was very low. I thought wasn't worth anyone's attention so I stayed in home most of the time. Also the fact that I lived quite far from many young people made it difficult to socialize.

As for the other details I'll type it in later, gotta sleep.
But thank you guys for the response. I'm feeling a bit better right now. but I still get this "Why does it have to be me? What are the odds that so much misfortune had to happen to me?" thoughts. It makes me feel as if life is invalid and pointless to go on. The way I see it, since my life sucks I should just end it. I've heard Life is like a role playing game, but even when playing games you get so sick and frustrated that you just want to get rid off it.
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