"""now were i in a good mood i would probably write a completely different response, as when i am around like minded people i am the happiest guy in the world. but right now i am just not the happiest dude and i dont know what to do. it always passes, but i just dont know man. its not like i wana be an idiot liek everybody else, but i feel like i need some 40 year old woman if i am gonna have a relationship, which probably wont happen either.
girls can be quite depressing.
this is so off topic im sorry.
peace[/QUOTE]
Hey!!!!!don't worry its' not so off topic at all
don't fret, really. you have a gift of a quick mind...if you don't use it wisely, then it is your fault...but not to worry , especially in College ... you HAVE to have good study habits. Maybe you can do some googling and find out "how to work on getting good work habits.".or whatever you want to call them.
maybe this would work wonders for you: Study your Bio and other classes...and then help some kids in your class learn the material who are completely lost...they'll appreciate it immensely, and you'll learn some good social skills (you might feel awkward at first, but hey, that's ONLY in the beginning) ...and hey, it's a wonderful feeling to help others, and to see that huge smile in their face, (including you!)
and the girl situation... some girls are jerks..who only go out with jerks. forget about them. there's still alot of us human, and good girls out there..i promise
and don't be someone you're not...but you may find you have some character flaws...but who doesn't...just work on that and you'll be golden.
sorry if some it makes no sense or my spelling/grammer sucks, I've got to go get my 8 hours of ZZZs.
till then , BE GOOD TO YOURSELF, you deserve to be happy. also...you can either smile or frown...you control this and NOONE else my friend.
