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Originally Posted by ProjectX  I tried to do that many times but the thoughts about the past and how I could have done so much better. Because right now I feel so behind everyone in terms of social life, academic, physically. I just want to go back and just experience the things I missed out as a kid, I just feel so weak and pathetic. Regularly I would get episodes of depression and sometimes just rage building inside me. RAge at how my life has turned out, why this had to happen to me. Both times I just want to kill myself, but when I feel rage my impulse to carry it out is far more stronger.
Right now I'm just feeling so angry I just want to end it all. Get a brand new start, I am just so sick of this reality I'm living in.
Yeah, I'm thinking of seeing my college counsellor. |
What specific childhood experiences are you thinking of? (If that's not too much information.)