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ProjectX · 10-01-2007, 09:31 AM

I just don't know what to do. I never had a chance to be a kid, so now I feel like a 14yr old or something. I dont feel like a college student. I have this delusions of what my past was like. I know I'm going insane for real. I no longer take this life seriously. Its like I can just kill myself and then reload it back to the time I want to go. Even though that sounds crazy it feels so true to me. I feel like theres no afterlife, like I can just go back to any past moment.

Am I going insane? I believe I am so, but just having these delusions feels so good.

10-01-2007, 09:31 AM	#3 (permalink)
ProjectX Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Toronto Posts: 425	I just don't know what to do. I never had a chance to be a kid, so now I feel like a 14yr old or something. I dont feel like a college student. I have this delusions of what my past was like. I know I'm going insane for real. I no longer take this life seriously. Its like I can just kill myself and then reload it back to the time I want to go. Even though that sounds crazy it feels so true to me. I feel like theres no afterlife, like I can just go back to any past moment. Am I going insane? I believe I am so, but just having these delusions feels so good. Last edited by ProjectX; 10-01-2007 at 09:34 AM.