Rose, I understand your sadness as in your situation I would also feel in some way responsible. But, why are you responsible for the kitten's death? Is it possible it would have been the same outcome even if the vet had done something? Is it possible that you connected with kitten and that was enough for the kitten? Perhaps, on some level you helped the kitten.
I had problems getting my head around impaul99's post, but hey on some level I'm a newbie and I'll be ready to take it in another time later.
I have made an intention to recognise my intuition.
I also realised that I needed to fine tune my intentions and fine tune my receiving, allowing, of them. I was putting emphasis on one specific outcome and came to the realisation that the outcome could be one of many. This has taken off the pressure of failing. The thanks here must go to impaul99, as his post lead me to his articles on his website.
Thank you, everyone for your comments.
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