Thanks all for the replies. I've been thinking about all that all this time...
All of you are right and said very interesting things
Ethereal, that's true, Erin says this too, that intuition is calm and succint and not argumentative. It's sometimes very difficult to recognize it though! I had a big fear for this kitten for example.
You're right impaul99, whether I am in a SR context or believe in souls and psychic energy, the kitty is safe now and I don't need to be sad. I do believe in such a thing indeed, for I had an out-of-body-experience once that showed me that I am not only my body. And I'm quite good at feeling (sensing?) the current feelings, health status, energy level and problems of other people. So it wouldn't be very surprising that I felt he was sick. Next time I'll listen to my feeling, not to the vet.
So what you said makes a lot of sense, Lil chris. I guess "it will not work anyway" is some kind of sabotaging thought. But "he's ill, I have to save him" is something I can DO. From now I'll always check first if I can do something. If I can, I'll listen to this voice and do it no matter what.
Dancer, what about you? Any reactions?
I can't help, I'm still crying a lot every time I think about it. I loved this sweet little thing very much, especiall him
