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Originally Posted by impaul99  Yup, it's just that I know a LONG time ago I could afford to have negative thoughts and they didn't seem to manifest so quickly. Today, just connecting to that way of thinking even if I just pretend starts to manifest stuff so quickly.
Hmmmm...maybe it's always been like this, it's just that I am more aware of it all now. Meaning, when you're used to "good stuff" happening all the time, it's such a contrast when "crap happens" non stop for even 15 minutes.
Hmmmmmmm... if I'm able to manifest stuff SO QUICKLY just by consciously focusing on the negative, perhaps my "default" state of mind is not as positive as I thought it was, because I should be drawing in much more, much quicker than I am. Time for a mental check up! |
Yeah, I think it's your awareness that has increased. Everybody manifests instantly. And we get to see the reflection of what we're not conscious of in others around us. (angry clerk = oh, I guess I got some anger inside I'm not expressing)
I think we get a bigger emotional opening out of 'bad' stuff than 'good' stuff and that's why it's quite easy to downward spiral ourselves so quickly. We create a bigger opening for the 'bad' stuff. I put quotes around those because good/bad is a polarity, and polarities don't exist, except in my mind.