[Uplift]

I had radically abusive parents, and got relentlessly hammered, despite totally excelling at school, sports, whatever. In my early teens, when I started to play basketball for the top club in the country, it was supposed to be a big deal, and was, but bingo, my coach is a rampant, expert, paedophile. I finally figured out how to escape. I left school and changed clubs. Bingo, my first boss is a closet paedophile. After he tried his stuff, I finally thought, complain. The result was I was stuck in a ridiculously abusive work situation for ages. I started to think I was the worlds most unlucky person, or that the world was war, so time to stop mucking around and really go to war. Later I learned about thoughts and creation and turned it all around, creating a whole new life. I had to try to learn a lot about the unconscious thoughts too, and still am. And Spirit.

I can see how a trusting, really creative, open, child mind, which I think is probably the ideal state for attracting and creating, can be driven, or conditioned to create negatively, with corresponding results.