Yup, it's just that I know a LONG time ago I could afford to have negative thoughts and they didn't seem to manifest so quickly. Today, just connecting to that way of thinking even if I just pretend starts to manifest stuff so quickly.
Hmmmm...maybe it's always been like this, it's just that I am more aware of it all now. Meaning, when you're used to "good stuff" happening all the time, it's such a contrast when "crap happens" non stop for even 15 minutes.
Hmmmmmmm... if I'm able to manifest stuff SO QUICKLY just by consciously focusing on the negative, perhaps my "default" state of mind is not as positive as I thought it was, because I should be drawing in much more, much quicker than I am. Time for a mental check up!
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