Thanks all ^_^
Your thoughts really do help..
hmm.. true.. my brain is telling me to let it go.. my heart just doesnt want to break his by telling him that i don't want too
i really don't want to hurt him... its so hard to turn away someone who's professing that they made the biggest mistake of their life by mistreating and leaving you.. that they can't move on or want to see a future without you in it... its just so hard...
i saw him recently... and actually.. i didn't find him as appealing as i used too.. its sorta like you said ***... realising that the spark isn't as bright as it used to be really does set you free.
but how do you tell someone that without breaking their heart.. i still care for him so much... and the s@x was awesome and i haven't had any in almost a year!!!!!!! thats really REALLY hard to turn away too!!! .. but no, i haven't gone there with him :P