Thanks aaron.. you are right.. guess i can't help hoping he has changed as he says he has.
Our problems to begin with mainly stemmed from his selfishness ...
guess i'm still hoping.. the voice in my head is telling me that there would be someone out there better suited to me... my self confidence is saying "well... what if you never meet them?"
... its hard is all... i still love him.
But thankyou for the reply
very wise words...