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Akashic_Librarian · 09-20-2007, 08:32 PM

I don't know how to describe this eloquently, so I will just get to the bare bone of it...

One part of me is telling me that a Darkworker pathway is the way to go, at first I thought it was my ego, but its not that. There is nothing fear-driven about it. It just feels right.

Paradoxically, another part of me is telling me that Lightworking is the right way to go. That too feels right.

I don't know what to do. Honest to goodness I am lost. I havn't got a clue, I just oscillate between the two polarities, and thats not good!

Each one holds such sweet promise to me. Each one shows me a destiny I find irresistable.

Do I just have to pick one? Or is there something else going on here I have to conquer.

09-20-2007, 08:32 PM	#1 (permalink)
Akashic_Librarian Banned Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: The Darkness / The Never Posts: 1,673	Darkworker at heart. Lightworker at heart. I don't know how to describe this eloquently, so I will just get to the bare bone of it... One part of me is telling me that a Darkworker pathway is the way to go, at first I thought it was my ego, but its not that. There is nothing fear-driven about it. It just feels right. Paradoxically, another part of me is telling me that Lightworking is the right way to go. That too feels right. I don't know what to do. Honest to goodness I am lost. I havn't got a clue, I just oscillate between the two polarities, and thats not good! Each one holds such sweet promise to me. Each one shows me a destiny I find irresistable. Do I just have to pick one? Or is there something else going on here I have to conquer.