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Originally Posted by learningtogrow  O.K. I have to say that my journey in personal growth came as a result of wanting more in my life, and that idea started with primarily more money to enjoy "different" things in my life that I haven't so far. Not "better" I've learned, just different.
I've taken the time to make a plan for what I want. I've looked at the beliefs that have been holding me back from manifesting money and I've made huge strides in the last year or so.
Recently, I tested the universe somewhat and put myself in a bad financial situation so I could really be forced to dig deep and see what might be holding me back and I learned a lot. I was and still am "making my decisions based on whether I wanted the experience, not on whether or not I could afford the experience" to quote Esther and Jerry Hicks.
What happened was that I ended up taking out another loan and I was looking at it as a failure b/c I was unable to manifest the "income" in time to not have to. My husband pointed out to me that actually, the loan is still a form of abundance. The universe is still providing for me, it's just that it's in a different form than actual money.
This was a break through for me. But now, I'd like to focus on manifesting a positive amount in my account. I know I need to focus on being financially free and to me that means no more loans. I know I can't focus on the loan and need to focus on financial freedom, realizing "I have everything I need right here right now". I know this, but it's been difficult. I find myself CONSTANTLY catching my thoughts and then changing the negativity and obviously, there's something blocking my manifestation. It seems even though I say the words, I don't believe it. Does anyone have any suggestions or do I just need to give it all time? I read that there isn't any such thing as patience, b/c then your admitting/believing that you don't already have what you're trying to manifest.
Deep down, I should be o.k. with loans etc., b/c if there's enough financial abundance, then who cares about fees etc. None of it's real. The Universe is providing for me it's just not in the form I had envisioned. Is this correct? |
Hi learningtogrow,
It may be too late but I do love to say something about your first post about manifesting actual money.
You did a very good job in avoiding concentrating on “Loan” and continually changing your thoughts in favour of what you intend to manifest.
You did well by practicing the good exercise suggested by maclinda and BelleEnchanted helped you with more suggestions.
If it still did not help maybe either you may not have been grateful for what you already have and for that you are intending to manifest or you may not have been using well what you did receive: the loan.
Being grateful for what we have allows us to have more. Being grateful for what we intend to manifest makes it real and opens the door for its actual manifestation.
In your manifestation process how do you want the money you asked for to come to you? Through some work on your part or just from thin air? If it is through your own work then maybe there is a lesson to be learned from using loans. Do you use loans well? If you consider getting the loan as the first step of your manifestation, unless it was always easy for you to get loans in the past, then the next step may be to invest the money from the loan well in order to produce more money for you!
The best answers to our problems come from within and I think maclinda and BelleEnchanted gave you a good way to find out from within.
However, some of your beliefs may not be helpful to you. For example if you really believe "Requirements do not exist", then what can you do? Thinking and working in order to get something is a requirement. Stop doing it and you will see!
I agree with you that some so called requirements are not universal and only some people try to make them so. For example I do not believe in “Give and you shall receive” many people are talking about and even teaching. I just do not think there is “someone” out there making sure everyone who gives receives more of the same or something else just because of his/her giving. This is not a universal requirement. I go by “you create your own reality through your chosen thoughts and actions/inactions”!
Another popular requirement is: "Ask and it is Given". This one is OK but to make it work we have to learn the best way to ask in order to get what we want. That is one of the reasons why we are on this Personal Development Forum! And I am grateful we learn a lot from one another!
Still believe “requirements do not exist”? Then why do you want to manifest things in the first place? Why are you on this Forum?
Is it not because you believe that "if you do this you will get that"? Is this not a requirement?
Good meditation!
Manzima
