My worse enemy is restlessness, I feel so energized each day by just doing the regular scedule of rising each day at the same time and going to bed at the same time that I get ants in my legs (we say that in Sweden) So a few days I've been taking walks and cleaning up in the appartment, just to let go of energy.
Studying, is hard...but I manage it well, since even if I've had two days where I failed a bit, I guess that my overall work is really good. I feel like I have to do it, and I feel bad if I don't do it and best of all, I've done some great reading.
For the first time in my life, I feel happier and more stabilized then ever, even if I get angry I can get it better under control and even if I feel odd at days I do feel proud of what I've acomplish in such a few weeks. I even look forward for my next 30 days trial and have started a tiny bit with it even now (by feeling if I can get it into the day without feeling stress).
Love Leelene
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