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Originally Posted by Erin Pavlina  Become a vibrational match for your intention and watch for opportunities to develop. Polarizing would probably help too. Be open to the way in which the universe wants to bring you to your goal. it could even involve falling in love with someone who is wealthy (just as an example). There are many ways to achieve a goal. Watch for all of them. It may also be a timing issue. Once your kids are in school during the day it might be much easier for you to segue into your chosen career field. |
What is polarizing??
It's funny you mention falling in love. I actually have fallen in love with someone and, though he isn't wealthy, having him in my life is leading me more on the path I've wanted than ever before and joining our households will ease the financial burden. But that can't happen for a while, mainly because of needing to think of the children.
My kids are in school, the older one full-time (2nd grade), the little one just half day for a few days a week. Now that I am getting that extra time, things are starting to come around, but it's terrifying to know that I can't cover October yet. They have done amazing through the process of splitting up our family (their dad moved next door) and I just can't stand the thought of disrupting their lives so that I can get a job, yet it feels slightly irresponsible to continue trusting that the money will trickle in enough to get us through.
I'm also expending a lot of time and energy working on other money making things (web development) that are taking me away from my true love (sewing/ designing). While I enjoy the web stuff and have a talent for it, I am concerned that I am yet again setting aside my true desires in order to survive. I also am having trouble expanding my web work since it really isn't what I want to be doing and my heart isn't in it, nor is my heart in the business I've been nursing for 6 years, and still have responsibilities to.
Gosh, I really need another reading right now but it would be so irresponsible to spend the money.