I am a web developer, spiritual writer and teacher and a lightworker.
My purpose is to build a website that creates passive income, much like Steve's website, but using my own experiences for my writings.
I want to do this and never work for someone else again.
Now, my Girlfriend, Tracey is such a wonderful loving person and she is my soul mate I am sure. I lover her beyond words.
the problem I am having is that I am trying to please her by doing things the way she thinks they should be done. More specifically, she still has the belief system that you must work hard for 30 of 40 years and this is success. If I speak about a potential job, she gets so happy and excited, if I speak of doing things my way or working from home and taking a risk to make us more money than a job could, she gets very nervous and upset.
I am past ready to go for my dreams, but here I set between jobs doing neither making both of us unhappy.
I swore after the job I just left because my boss was abusive, that I would proclaim my freedom and never do this again, but Tracey and her parents keep asking and pushing the idea of me getting back to work quickly.
I have a potentially good job offer that is not concrete yet, but may be in a day or so and I do not want to go through starting and leaving once I see that I am not happy again.
I also do not wish to hurt Tracey, or let her down in any way, so I would appreciate any advice you have. I believe one should be true to themselves at all costs, but apparently I do not believe it enough or I wouldn't be posting this message. emails a re welcome
dennis_halsey@charter.net
Thank you