hey Rose,
I think a lot of people have the seem feelings you do. I know I do.
I'm sure most of it stems from a need for variety and change and for immediate action. I don't think it's a bad thing in my case; I just need to learn to channel it a bit. When it's out of my hands I've learned to not let it bother me as much. Years ago I would obsess over waiting for a phone call, school marks, etc, but I think I just look at things differently now.
All the time wasted anticipating something in someone else's hands is tiring. Now that I relax a bit more the little surprises that I have learned to let happen on their own are more pleasing.
When something is in my hands and I see a positive opportunity for change/action immediately i still have no patience in waiting a couple days. I have to do it right away... lol |