Well i guess i should'nt have called the thread Trouble Sleeping because really i don't have trouble sleeping its more that i don't want to got to sleep.
I look back on my day and its so empty and its not just the day even if i do something semi productive during the day its just my life is so empty, it has no direction. I just feel hallow inside if that makes any sense.
I can get to sleep like when i actually to finally decide its time to get some sleep i usually get to sleep in reasonable time its just that i don't really want to go to sleep.
What do i do in this time? Well just surfing the web going to sites like this and other and sports and other sites..
I have started writing out lists of things i should do during the day to make my day productive this is helping out a bit but still most nights, well all nights i still stay up pretty late wasting my time when i really should be sleeping.
I think i really just need to keep taking this one day at a time and try and improve my life slowly over time and keep setting myself goals and trying to archive them until i find what i really want to do with my life and i find that direction in life.
I guess it seems stupid for me to post this cause in a way i am just answering my own question but i guess if this could help someone else then its worth posting. And also someone probably does have something to add to this that could help and i would like to thank you in advance if someone does.
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