Edmonton! I love Edmonton! The best memories of my adult life are from Edmonton at the U of A...oh... I miss...

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I second what frankderived said. Listen to Steve's podcasts, especially the True Nature of Reality and Overcoming Fear. A lot of people on this site live with the belief in the idea of one consciousness and that is what is reflected in Steve's writings and podcasts. Is that what you want to understand?
I miss my professors at the U of A so much...I miss Canada...how lucky you are to be living there...
Sorry to get off topic again...good luck on your path.