Oh, I was in a manipulative phase back then, still at a low level and had not yet understood that communication is really all about co-operation. This post really was a wonderful gift for me to get past that tough life lesson -->
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/200...relationships/
At the time I was heavily into reading:
Russell's Teapot - Home, I had actually lied about remembering that part of the bible and simply used what I read there to try to get her out of believing in God. That site doesn't have the same attraction to me as it did when I heavily identified myself as an Atheist. One consciousness is all that makes sense to me now, and no matter how many perspectives I use, intuitively, this way of thought keeps coming back to me, the one consciousness way of being/thinking.
Also, thanks Carenhk for this: "I think you want to be vegetarian, but you're not there yet."--> that describes me right now.