yeah i know i have some good friends but for some reason i get these thoughts in my head that they dont care and that i am a worthless person. it goes away and comes back and i know that my self esteem needs to be worked on cause i have messed up alot of things cause of it.
the past few days i keep remembering the past mistakes i made, the things i should have done to keep the relationship going but i didnt. then i keep thinking about the future and how i wont be able to find anything similar to how i felt about her and how she is going to move on and i am not going to be able to find anyone..i get all these pictures in my head and i want to stop it but once i start it takes a few hours or a few days to go away..
at the moment i am good and i will try my best to stay positive and not dwell on things like this ..thank you all again for your support.
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