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Originally Posted by ellie  Yeah I understand where you are coming from. I don't think there is anything wrong with the way you feel.
Sometimes, you just don't have to give your emotion up to those who don't deserve it.
Only thing I will say, is that I am sorry that you didn't have a great relationship with your father, must of been hard for you. |
Thanks Ellie
The strange thing is I did have a very good relationship with him dispite the sexual abuse when I was a child, he was a heavy drinker...the dysfunked family thing, him calling the police to put me on the streets while I was having a nervous breakdown 7 years ago. Also finding out taht I got only half of what money my bother and sister got. I have totally forgiven him and told him that. He was so gald to hear this from me but you know I still would say that my dad is a c***. That's why I'm not bothered but still manage to shead the odd tear
Some people say that I'm crazy but I can tell you what hate does
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Infact I feel that I have already morned the death of him many years ago. So I feel the worst is over apart him his family ... I have a bro and sis but my sis cut my dad of last year as he was using his cancer to play silly games and my bro doesn't want to know.