I started School about 2 weeks ago and things have been going pretty good. I did join a few clubs and i went to their meetings and had a fun time. I also will be volunteering at a hospital soon. I know that i am slowly making changes and progressing to where i want to get to.
The big problem i am having is i cannot stop thinking about my ex!! i really want her out of my life. when i am by myself i start thinking about her and how i should be with her, what is she doing, why didnt it work out, and all these other questions that just dont go away. i wake up in the morning with this anxiety and hopelessness and i could feel my heart beating fast. It kills my day and i just want to forget! I want to move on but i dont know how to get rid of these thoughts that keep dragging me down!
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