"Thinking deep," yeah. (Or at least my version of it.

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Strangely, I haven't paid much attention to it either--never thought to bring it up here until now.
Vaguely feel like I'm "downloading" stuff; vaguely wonder if that's an OK thing to do, but I do it anyway, now, with a brief prayer that only the "good stuff" comes through. I pause and breathe with it while I have it.
Having never talked about it, it hasn't seemed all that real, I guess.