The Beast
I really feel for you.
I've felt like that sometimes but luckily I have friends that talk to me and make me see things from another perspective. I know that it is difficult to see when you are immersed in your own problems and don't see any purpose/solution in sight. I'm glad that a forum like this exists where you can receive a lot of positive support to show you that many of us have felt the same way and that you are not alone.
Don't delay...get help in whatever way...whether it's talking to someone, getting medical help, whatever don't leave it alone and think it will get better because it won't. Sometimes I use homeopathic remedies especially when I start to get overly anxious and it works.
I hope you start to see that you will find your purpose eventually and please don't do anything silly like committing suicide...you'll get through this.
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