Well I think "feeling good" would be to have it all I guess: the money, the relationships etc. And all of that stuff is sort of in the making proccess but hasn't come to fruition just yet and I'm very impatient. I think I may just be disappointed because I've been living so far below my potential for so long and am just realizing and acting on my full potential. Sorry if you get a different story from my other post and my blog I could write a million books telling you about me but if you're so anal about that then you can ubsubscribe from the blog any time you want. I figure it's better letting people know more about me and being honest than being dishonest. It's pretty clear to me that my life is going in the upwards direction I guess I'm just impatient. And again I've changed my life do drastically lately that I'm left with "nothing" so as to give me space to allow what I truly want into my life, and noticing that what I truly want hasn't arrived yet and knowing that I reconstructed my entire life and let go of everything that was holding me back leaving me with "nothing" is sort of funny. I guess I need to be more creative, have more inner alertness and aliveness during this whole proccess.