I think it's something like this: All of that stuff with tae kwon do and the instruments, that's all true, but that doesn't guarantee that I'm happy...That doesn't even guarantee I'm fulfilled or love my life, because I'm far from "loving my life" you can say I'm closer to "hating my life". I've done all of that stuff I've listed but that doesn't mean I'm not in a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ place in my life right now because I am. I absolutely would love and am pursuing a career in personal development because I have personal been developing my entire life hence the other post with all the accomplishments I have had years ago but have just recently consciously been developing just the past few years and since I have been so focused on growing the past few years it has become a passion of mine. That doesn't mean I'm in a place I want to be in right now I would love to be in a better place right now but I know overnight success is a illusion and is highly unlikely. I have had to shed my entire "old" life to get where I'm at today. I've still accomplished all of that stuff I said and am pursuing a career in the field but that doesn't mean I already have my life together and already have everything I want, because I don't. I'm starting from scratch. I've remodeled my life.