The story is I have no idea what the story is. Some days I feel fine. Other days I feel like ****. Mood swings maybe? Some days I feel like I have it all together, and other days I don't. I'm truly sorry if I offended you. It's like my life came crashing down on me and I had to start over from ground zero and some days I feel like I'm doing OK and them other days I take a hard look at where I am and get really depressed. It seems like I fluctuate a lot between conscoiusness and moods or something. And it's difficult for me to stay in high awareness with my living arrangements I'm trying my damndest to get out of this rut but it seems like somthing is always dragging me down.
Everything I've wrote on this site is true.