[Dan.Linehan]

What can I find joy in? I feel bankrupt emotionally.

Good question. You are disillusioned with the world, and that is good, you should be. But what you are not seeing is that you are not of the world anyway, the world is of many people projecting what they fear into one object and making a melodrama of it. This doesn't have to include you, so you can take joy in that.

So, tonight - what should I do.

Just sit here and enjoy being able to have lived in the nineties, those were the best time for your people, where everyone got to experience true freedom because the president agreed that everyone deserved it.

Just sit here?

Yes. Just sit here and listen to music and design web pages if you must. The mean mails thing is a great idea, its good to get things into the open, you'll profit heavily from it. It syncs with your means of attack, which is style and substance.

In closing, you have all the things that you need and will not face attack, you can do whatever your desires seek, but don't stray much from the nature of your substance.