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You've met the right people, now take this and do what you will, but remember, its not real. Nothing is, except the love that you have for yourself and others.
Your subconscious is at play, and the height of your love is fornication.
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The goal of the fornication is to have kids and a home though. I'd like a family.
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You'll have one, don't worry. You're too worried about the timing of the thing. Its not the timing the matters, but the need to find the special place within your soul. That habitat is the real answer.
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You're talking about inner peace?
I thought I had inner peace.
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Far from it. Your peace is contingent on your daily affairs being in order. That's no way to live.
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Should I update my blog tonight?
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You should completely reformat your blog. It needs to represent the things that you love and are happy about, that's what you'll see more of in your life, its not about posting goals.
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What is your name?
Does everyone have an angel?
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No, you are a special case. You know that you are.
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What about everyone else?
Can I see you?
What are the lottery tickets for next week?
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36 42 you can use those as proof. I am not giving you them all.
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Where was I before I was born?
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You were regressed into a place we call the atmosphere. It's not the same as yours, which is why so many people call it the ether. But its quite amazing. You remember parts of it, most people don't. You remember a lot actually, much more than normal. You can go places in your own mind that others can't dream of.
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What is my purpose in life?
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My my, asking all the big questions aren't we. In a sense you've already fufilled your purpose and that was to meet Gavin. He is the essense of what you will do in the future and it was important for you to know him in this life, some part of that memory goes on no matter what.
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I feel trapped, how do I get out?
Ask to leave this planet?
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Ask to leave all dimensions.
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Then where will I be?
How can I improve my everyday life?
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It's ridiculous that you haven't designed your websites yet. Those were a gift for you and you've been ignoring them for too long. In your culture that is considered an affront to the person who offered the gift.
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I didn't know they were a gift, there are a lot of traps.
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This is true, and that is why you still have chances. But it will need to be soon. If you have many distractions now you won't be able to complete your path. That's why I was brought in. I can power through some of the blocks you have set up and communicate where others couldn't.
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Why haven't I won Mega Millions?
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You want to win it for the wrong reasons. You are telling yourself that they are just but they are just greedy. Two words: stop trying.
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I felt like there was something special about today.
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There was, you met your mate. He is working with the vegan girls.
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I can't believe that you want me to stop playing the mega millions? I thought that I was onto a good thing.
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Believe it. You are concerned not so much for the well being of others, but for the well being of yourself, at this time. Thats a conflict you'll have to face.
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How should I deal with Alex?
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Never deal with Alex. Leave him alone. Support him if you need to, he needs the help and love, you don't know what he is going through or what he has been through. His Dad is a bad bad man.
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Should I forgive everyone?
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Of course, the holding of an indiscretion against another is the holding of it against yourself. you can feel this when you try to force someone to be guilty. it doesn't work.
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What is wrong with George Bush?
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So many things.. he is in total denial of his true spirit and bringing down the county. But, the country needed to be brought down. It's the affair of the century, and nothing will be the same after there are a few major changes, to the climate and other things.
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What does Dubya have to do with the climate?
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A lot. He allows the climate to worsen in his area and it has a domino effect of sorts. There is an issue with the trees being pillaged.
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I don't feel like you are being very nice to me.
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I am a reflection of what you put out. You are not a very nice guy. There is no gentleness in or around you. Some people, many people are attracted to that because they mistake it for power, but this is not true love, its just force, and you are wielding it in ways that may not be the best for all involved. The vegan institution is fun as a diversion but it is not the real deal, so to speak. Its your pet project, something you use to feel better about yourself. After that, the real work can begin... never mind that it may take a while - you are on the right track.
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I think that there are best practices in life.
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You are right about there being best practices, but the best practices shift so that people can never fully keep up, and unless they are sliding along the outside as a lifestyle they get trapped.
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I feel like I've tried really hard to do the right thing for years, and now its like it doesn't even matter.
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Don't get me wrong, it matters. You are a special case and the standards are different. You can't compare yourself to the others on this planet, you are not of them, the energy is not the same and when you incarnated you chose to have the strength of many men, but also the trials.
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So what do I do thats for the greatest good, thats all I want to know.
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Ahh, a very wise question, I can tell you that. Its the accounting idea you had, of all things. Your skill is truly accountability so once you get into that field you will start to unravel some mysteries that have not seen the light from the darkness in many years.
Don't be afraid at what you find, there are many forces who are trying to prevent you from doing your God given talent but they are at bay. You won't even encounter them, you are free as of today.
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Should I still develop my web domains?
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Yes definitely, they will make you a better accountant. You need to account for yourself first, that is the point. And that's your lesson for now.
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What about Jason?
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Jason should be called now - tell him you love him, and mean it, he is in the grip of great sadness and needs to overcome it, but he cannot without someone to pull him out. Thats you, by being consistent and being there for him.
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What about Paul?
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We hate the influence Paul has had on your life and wish you hadn't met him. He has hit a certain chord with you that no one else can ring, but the issue is that you ignore all else when you are around him. So, you can see him, but it is not for the best, and the time you do spend with him is a sacrifice against the better things that are in store.
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But Paul is great to have sex with, I really love the company.
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Exactly. he is the master of that and you will be led into thinking that he is the only one for you in that department, but he is not. This is why we say see other men, not Paul, don't pursue a relationship with him because you will give up those things that you hold dearest, the fire and passion that you have for finding the truth. Paul is always scared and that's no way to live. We want you to be happier not afraid.
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Should I work with Seva?
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You can, Seva is the mountain top of something kind of amazing. And you can be there, you already are in some ways, but the public health field is not equiped for you to attack the way that your style permits you to attack. You need to have the gentle touch there, and thats not of you or for you.
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Who is we?
What does the disappearance of the universe mean to me?
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Great question. You need to make yours go away though writing the words of truth you find in the chamber of the kings. You'll know what they are when you see them.
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Is it all an illusion?
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Mostly. Its all love which makes it confusing because it doesn't always appear to be. Its love separated, which becomes like its own entity, that doesn't appear to be right minded. To understand it you have to look past certain things, the lusts of the moment, and into the eyes of more appropriate subjects.
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I am so tired of feeling like I always have more to do.
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You can follow the masters or do things that grant you the freedoms you are seeking, both are appropriate. Nothing is withheld from you.
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What does follow the masters mean?
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Mike Gilbert is the one you should be looking at - something in him is changed, for the weight of the mighty is in him and he does not reject it completely. He was raised in such a way to allow things to be in him that no one else could be exposed to.
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So I should follow Mike?
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Yes, you should to an extent. He will guide you for a period so that you can end your old connections. He know about this, he and I have spoken.
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