SuperDuperDude, I've done awkward things too that stand out in my mind for whatever reason. If you sit there and analyze them over and over in your head, all you'll do is continue to beat yourself up. The best thing to do is come to terms with the fact that, like everyone else, you've made mistakes in the past and will do so again in the future. Despite that, though, you have no reason to be hard on yourself because you're no different than anyone else and in the big scheme of things, little incidents like that mean almost nothing.
In my opinion, you're engaging in depressive thinking. I fall into the same trap, especially when I'm overtired. It's really best not to beat yourself up. Move on and do your best, knowing that whatever happens, everything will still turn out the way it's supposed to.
|