I am like that too, in fact, just a few days ago i realized i NEEDED to focus on something in order to achieve something, because in all this years of learning and doing stuff i didnt achieve anything, i did learn, something, but to a level i cant do anything with it, or something with bad quality at least, focus is necesary, you must have a list of priorities in your life, or youll be like me.
I have been studying 3d modeling, programming in various languages, studying game design, making games as a hobby, playing the guitar, study painting, studying graphic design, working, personal developing myself, other stuff in life, and all these are a world in themselves, they are complex and they require much time, but in all these years of doing them did i achieve something?, did i make my first commercial game?, am i a proficient musician/painter?, did i buy my first home?, am i the great person i wanted to be?, no, no, no, no... i am not saying i was wasting my time, i absolutelly didnt, but i belive i did manage it badly, if i keep like this in ten years ill be in the exact same spot i am now, living with my parent and without any achievements.
So i made a change of priorities, right now i kept work to a minimun, i wont study anything else except painting, and maybe another thing more, ill keep with personal development and ill dedicate my time to fufill the my dream of beign an indie game developer, otherwise, with so many things going on, ill never achieve it...
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