Zero, First of all, I congratulate you for making it, and on your way to better things.
PD really depends on how you define it. From reading your post I get the impression that you believe you need to put money into it to get the most of out of it. This isnt true. PD first and foremost starts from within. I think you showed this by taking the initiative to actually read those books.
(Almost) all of us know we want to be better, but we fail to direct our attention, we lack some discipline, we lack persistence, we lack the ability to fight the situation we're in. It takes time, with effort and persistence, it compounds the benefits in long term.
My humble suggestion would be to try and see it from another perspective. |