Thanks for the depression advices. I'll look at them later.
However, how do I make the difference between my "higher-self wanting me to stay" or myself being cast-away because I am a bad spirit ? How could I ever be sure ? Or how could I be sure that I just didn't ask the right way to be freed for my life, for that matters ?
I am not even sure of what exactly is an "higher-self". I never really received any sign, like many of the people posting here, about these phenomenas, these "guides", these "higher-selves", these "realms"... Maybe people here manage to visualize these truths, but I personally cannot. SO that leads me to bealieve that I am being punished. And I can't know why.
Anyway, the fact is I am a person that nobody wants to be around. This is not the depression talking, but my loneliness. People hate me, I am not an enjoyable person, and no brain chemical inbalance can disprove this.
What if I really want to stop this experience ? How do I ask ?
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